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Yelena. I'm a simple but complicated person. I can be difficult. Normally. I'm a nice person and pretty easy to get along with. But I suppose people have their own opionions of me. That's perfectly understandable. There are people that like me and people that don't. Everyones different. I don't expect anymore from people then what they decide to give. I've been through a lot of stuff. Not to say my life is difficult or anything of the sort. It's quite enjoyable really. I've had few relationships, some were really bad. Others, well I loved all the really good times and happy moments. I hate spending my time being sad because every moment in life that youre sad is a moment of happiness that you will never get back. I've hurt many people in my life by either doing stupid shit or saying things that were out of line. I hate doing that. It makes me feel like a terrible person and a complete failure. Sometimes I feel like apologzing just isn't enough. I believe there are thousands upon thousands of words that could be used to express feelings but, honestly I don't think any of them could even begin to even fathom the real feelings. I try to be understanding. I love listening to what people have to say. When they explain they're problems to me it makes me feel like I have a secret :]. It's cute. I try my best to help. Brightly colored things make me happy. Even though my smile is seriously huge and obnoxious and does in fact take up my entire face. I love to smile. I hate when my friends are unhappy :[ it upsets me and honestly makes me want to cry. I can't stand it. I would do anything for my friends. They're amazing and always there for me. I wouldn't trade them for anything in this whole entire world. I like to dance like a crazy white person in the rain, it makes me feel free and overall it's just fun. At some point in time I will probably go deaf from all my loud music, although, somehow at the moment that thought doesn't seem to bother me only because without my music I simply wouldn't be me at all. I'm loud, and on occasion yell obscenities and totally unnecessary words and or phrases at random people that may be passing by. Im sorry if you were one of them. It's just amusing that's all. ^_^. There's a whole lot more to say about me. And perhaps, When it isn't 3 AM and I am feeling rather fuzzy inside I'll write some more. |
