 im at this point in my life where im tierd of chaseing people and trying to fix everythink, its not giving up, its reoliseing you dont need certain people and there crap. Everytimei try and help someone it gets hrown back in my face, i recently got accused of pushing people out my life and yes i may push people away because i have so much going on in my life i think its unfair to get more people invloved in my fucked up life, but if you think you can handle its all prove to me your worth being part of my life, i want to meet more decent friends and keep them for once, Tbh this is what i think, Who the fuck are you to judge me by my myspace name or picture, who are you to tell me how and what i sould do with my life, who are you to judge me. I am 100% fed up of fake friends, Fake people backstabbers and everythink, i have become a very ill person due to so much fucking stress, i sit at home and watch re-runs of scrubs & friends and eat so muhc i feel sick, my head hurts from thinking to much and i am a massive hypercondriac, Last week i thourght i hade swine flu so i screamed at my mum. For some reson i think i cant have kids, fucking bummer. Im just being stupid blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah myspace.com/xthe_rainbow_queenx |
