| "I can't force somebody to like me and love me. I can't convince somebody to make friends with me, i can't be perfect as wat they want me to be, I can't say STOP for those people who keeps on judging me negatively and i can't control those rumors and negative feedback rushing on me. But one thing for sure, I love those true frends who can accept and love me for "Who I am not for Who they want/expect me to be." "I've been in this world for many years not knowin' if i'll be here tomorow so before my life ends atleast you hear me sayin' "sorry for the mistakes i've done and thnx for crossing my way." My friends call me ahryl for short. You can call me “dC”, “baby”, “hunny” or whatever u want to call me as long as it doesn’t degrade me as a person… haha! Naah, I’m just kidding. Hehe I was born on October 30 and my zodiac sign is Scorpio. I am a very simple person, I am contented with what I have and who I am with. I am a jolly person, I want to be always happy. I get easily bored when it’s quiet. I make it a point that I would do a thing to make things lively. For me, life is really too short so you must live it well. Do things right because we only live once. Once you’ve done a single mistake, you can’t change it. You must accept the consequences of what you’ve done. As what other people always say, life has no rewinds, so play it right! . . . People tend to say things according to what their eyes can see. Unfair right?! haha… but we can’t change how other people think. That’s their personality, it’s who they are and we really can’t do anything with that. And that’s a habit! As what the researchers said that if you keep doing things for 21 times, automatically i will already be a habit! I guess that’s the proof. People tend to judge you based on what they see, based on your appearance. If only they would get to know you, if only they would try to peel off whatever it is that’s covering you for them to be able to see what’s inside. The real you. The person beneath that flirty eyes, mysterious look. Oh, come on! It seems like I’m getting too emotional here huh?! I’m not in my drama class, am I?! Oh, goin back to what I’m trying to say, uhhh, yah. I must say that I’m used to it. I’m no longer affected with what other people say about me. I realized that if I keep cryin and concern on what they say, in the end I’ll be the one who’ll be very much affected. That I’m the loser. And I don’t want that to happen. I won’t give them the joy and happiness of seeing me affected by their gossips! Yeah, gossips! I also realized that if I don’t mean a thing, if I’m not important, they wouldn’t bother to talk about me, right?! So instead of getting hurt and wanting to break down and cry, I just take it as my strength… in fact they make me feel like I’m a very important person so they have to talk about me every single hour of their lives! Haha thanks guys! You know there would really come a time in your life when you would not care on what others might say… especially when you fall in love. The feeling of wanting nothing more than to be with that someone… and when you are with that special someone it’s like you don’t care if they tell you that it’s wrong and you’re goin to fight for your feelings and what you believe is right. It changes you… the way you think, the way you act and the way you decide. Sometimes you even go against your principles and beliefs in life. But we must accept the fact that loving doesn’t always mean you’ll be happy, sometimes all it provides you is pain and misery. Yet you’re blinded by strong emotions that you fail to see reality. Sometimes letting go is the only answer and it hurts like hell. We must accept that there would come a time in our lives when we really have to say goodbye to those we love and care about for some reasons we can’t barely explain. And that no matter how hard you try to save the old good times, it just wouldn’t work. All that’s left for us to do I break away and LET GO to prove them how much PAIN you’re willing to take just to make them so damn HAPPY! Haha, enough about me and my experience on LOVE…right now,.,… I’m BROKENHEARTED in my past relationship! Well, I must accept that getting hurt will always be a part of loving someone sOo much! I wish we wouldn’t regret the decision that we made… always remember that I’m just here,,, the one who loves you sOo much! You know who you are,,, you’ll always be a part of me! I’ll never forget you! I hope you’ll be able to find what you’re looking for… and I hope to see you happy… I hate being judged. I know sometimes we can’t help it. But try to get to know me first. You know. First impressions never last. Im easily pissed off to those who are imitators, plastics and backstabbers though sometimes i can be one of them.haha I love music. Singing is my obsession. I am a jovial person. Im a person who laughs.laughs and laughs. I usually spend my time doing random things when im bored. And boredom kills. I love FOOD. I eat a lot. They say I have a blast of self confidence and some admire me for that.-thanks.=] I have a handful of true friends and they are my source of wackiness. They mean so much to me so don’t dare to make them cry. Only few understands me for who i am. Smiling is my best way to hide all the unusual feelings that lives within me. Its my mask. I commit mistakes (and who doesnt?). These are part of the so called life.I can say those mistakes made me stand again. Im a person who has something to prove to everybody. Dont go beyond my patience. When i tell you to stop, you should. Know your limitations. Not everyday im your my friend, someday i can be your worst enemy.--WATCHOUT.kidding.haha(: Dont mess up with me. If you hate me then leave. Dont waste your time to say all those blah blah things to me. It will just make me laugh and stand proud for putting your attention on mine. I dont exist just to please you. Come on insecurity kills. *laughs* |
