I probably smile more than you think I do, but you will probably never hear my real laugh. I have learned a lot about people and the world around me...enough to realize no one is to be truly trusted but yourself. People are selfish, their greedy. No blood is pure no air is clean, the water is filthy with lies and tears in this world...Reality is unclear. sometimes i wish there's a silence in my head. nothing to think about. emptiness. no people no problems to care about. just emptiness. My friends are what keep me sane in this toxic waste-land we call home. Cortney is my best. She is my other half.