i'm pretty sure i had no idea you would be back on, cuz you were already on, and now i missed you, and i looked for you today and still nothing. so come back from stupid scotland already.
Lorena,
I don't know how else to get a hold of you because your never on myspace or teenspot and well I cant really message you on facebook for obvious reasons. So I thought I might as well use this because your always on it so you will see it eventually. I'm sorry you had a crap day and I really wish you would talk to me about it. You know I'm always here for you regardless. Its just I'm a bit confused. You say you want me to step back and like just be your bestfriend but how can I manage that when all you seem to do is push me away in the times where Im supposed to be the bestfriend. I've never seen you so angry like I did today. Fuck man you were vicious to me and all I wanted to do was help you out and make sure you were ok. I honestly dont know how to act around you and Im so tired of walking on eggshells and being treated like some second rate item. I'm not. I was here before any of them and I will be here once they have dissapeared. I made a promise to you to always be your friend and I will be damned if I break that promise. I hope whatever was troubling you either gets resolved or goes away. Remember all I want is for you to be happy. Hopefully this comment doesn't piss you off and just get me yelled at later. I don't work till late today so if you need me just send me a text as always. Love you lorena.
-Stephanie.
