Where to start??!! this guy makes me smile a thoussand miles(: hes like garrett on the epicness scale...and yu guys have no fucking clue how high up jay and garrett are :O XD XD anyways...well, jay.. yur pretty much always there for me when i need yu most of the time...not alot of people are like that :/ If yu werent in the world i would once again live the boring and bullshit life i once had before i met yu :/ yu have brought my heart so close to the edge of my skin...its not even funny. everytime i talk to yu and such i just feel like that i can tell yu anything...and that i can trust yu wif it....i tell yu pretty much everything already tho(: When i see i always get hella nervous, even tho i dont blush as much as i used to...looks dont matter cuz i still get as nervous but i like to hide it so yu wont kno. tehe ^.^ i tihnk that if i had never met yu i wouldnt be as outgoing as i am now...that sounds really wrong in many ways...but yu kno what i mean...XD i like it when i can dress yu up like a girl and take pictures and put them on myspace and yu wouldnt care ^.^ that makes me feel special(: cuz not alot guyz will do that for me(; yur like the new garrett sexstasy in my world...but its jay sexstasy instead...but garrett iz some pretty hard compatition so for all thoes people out there besides jay that think yu can beat garrett, yu have a long ways to go to catch up to jay and garrett(: ANYWAYS...when we hug and such its just makes me soooo uberly happy i cant even explain it...and if im having a horrible day...its like SHAZAM BITCH! jays here so its all good(: its like seeing a rainbow :OOOO how fucking insane iz that??!!! XD yu just cheer me up so much its unbelieveable ^.^ yu have some of the most amazingest hair that ive ever seen((((: and that i love to pet it XD XD XD do yu even kno how happy i get when i see lil nerd jr.??? FUCK ITS INSANEEE! gawd i love that lil thing(; ik im younger than yu <.< but that doesnt mean i cant love yu right? haha...theres not enuff words in the world to describe how much yu mean to me and how much i love yu... yu mean the universe +++ infitity((((: And i love yu more than anybody(: wait...then again theres garrett..otay hold on lemme fix that. I Love yu just as much as i love garrett and yu kno how much that fucking iz XD i just wish there waz a better way to explain it :/ but theres not. i really feel like that we have alot in comman and such XD but yu say that yu dont kno anything about me >.< when i tell yu every lil thing about my life that i could possibly think of <.< ive told yu more than ive told matt >.< and i guess yu just dont kno that...but wha tha fawk...its life(: just gotta deal wif it i guess... while typing this it really makes me realize and think if yu kno that i love yu.. maybe yu dont and maybe yu do...but idc idk it doesnt matter atm i guess...so to rap this all upp//////ILoveYuFuckingInsanely(: And i always will be yur bitch kitty and wifeyyy(: I Love yuu(: <33